Escapril Day 4: So embarrassing…

I used to be afraid to make mistakes that I'd avoid trying altogether.
Over time, I realized that what's truly embarrassing is changing myself for others.
Walking the wrong way or tripping can seem embarrassing.
But isn't it easier to laugh at our own missteps than never take the walk at all?

I used to not have much confidence in school,
I'd be so quiet that even calling the doctor scared me.
Through extracurriculars, I found my voice,
And I wasn't afraid to use it.

From modelling to music to theatre, I learned to embrace embarrassment,
Because at least it meant I tried.
I even purposefully put myself in funny situations,
In the morning announcements, I was known as the "Yoopidoodles" girl.

But these sorts of activities helped me in my journalism career.
Streeters became fun—now I ask people dating questions.
In broad daylight, I asked women if they had ever faked an orgasm,
And at night, if you should go to strip clubs while being in a relationship.

This newfound confidence comes from ignoring embarrassment.
Anything can be embarrassing, so isn't not putting yourself out there just as embarrassing?